[Zayn P.O.V]
I arrived at the lads’ around 1 a.m , Niall has sleep peacefully in his room, Liam and Louis are watching TV and only God knows where’s Harry now. I opened the door quitely. I enter to the room and saw Liam and Louis sat on the couch. I shut the door and they’re looked up.
“hey! Where have you been Zaynie?” Louis shouted and I take a seat next to him.
“Oxford”. I answered and smiling. I take a glass of coffee in the table, it’s Louis’ maybe.
“what you doing there?”
“just drove my friend off” I said and crossing my leg to the table. Like a boss! ;D
“who’s that? I never heard that you have a friend who lived in Oxford!”
“my new friend actually” I said and smiling. Louis wrapped his arm around my shoulder.
“is that a girl?” He asked with mischievous smile. I can’t help and smiling of his statement
“hmmmm, yeah” I said and smiling remembering of what we’ve done today. I took my phone and log in to twitter.
Really love this day. Special thanks for you! Good night! ;) xxx
I forgot to asked her twitter name. I check my mentions are flooding. I smile and I log out, I’m so exshausted so I decided to off to bed and leave Louis and Liam who still watching TV.
[Nessa’s POV]
Zayn’s has leaved a couple hours ago. I went off to my room and smiling when I see my wall. ZJM. I checked all of my assigments for tomorrow. Yeah, I’m a student in the university, we’ll get many assignments when we have a few days off. I sign in to twitter and checked my mentions and reply some of my fans mention. Well, I haven’t tell you that I have a few fans. They’re the one who has watched some of my videos in YouTube, I promoted my twitter and facebook on it. So, I have about 30k followers right now.
Suchaaa beautiful day. Thank to you, sir! ;) xx - I tweeted
I already know Zayn’s twitter name, but I decide not to mention or follow him right now. I’m waiting for the right time to follow or mention him, hahaha *gaya*.
It’s been 5 days I’m in Oxford. I do my daily routine, go to campus, studying, have a call and text with my family, cooking and many more. I take a music club in my college cause I just want to playing drum quite aloads before I get the new one. I save up money for buy the new drum. Every Saturday I teach some children playing drum in my grandads and I’ve got payback for it.
Well, Zayn and I get closer each day. We’ve been texting everyday and sometimes we have talk on the phone. I’m alone in my flat but I never feel be alone, I don’t know why. Everytime I look at my wall, my feeling lit up, I can’t pretend that I love my wall right now.
From : Z
Will you get back to London tomorrow? :) xx
Zayn texted me cause he already know that I get back to London every Friday or maybe Saturday and I just replied a 'yes' to him
From : Z
I’ll pick you up then! ;) xx
To : Z
You don’t need to pick me up, my cousin is already here. So, I’ll get there with her :)
From : Z
Fine then. I’ll be waiting, call me when you arrived! ;) xx
I blushed of what he just said. I typed and smiling
To : Z
Why I have to call you? :p
From : Z
Cause I miss you and we need to hang out or something ;) xx
Okay. Zayn Malik jago dah bikin cewek loncat-loncat dan terbang melayang-layang ke rasi bintang Mars.
To : Z
And apparently I miss you as well! ;D
I don’t know why I have to said that to him, but it’s true.
“why are you look so happy?” Jane intrupped my thought
“nothing”
“are you dating a guy?” she asked excitedly. I shook my head but she took my phone and scroll it down.
“Jane! What are you doing? Gimme back that phone!” I yelled and trying to get my phone back
“Z!” she said and frowned. “who’s Z? Is he that guy are you dating with?”
“no! He just my friend” I shook my head and still trying to get my phone back
“but, your text isn’t looks like that you are two just a friend. It seems more than a friend!” She said with a huge smile and start to tease me.
“he’s my friend, we’re quite close but we’re not dating!”
“not yet!” she said grinning and give me back my phone.
“if you do it once more, I’ll kill you!” I said and entered to my room and she followed behind me.
“ZJM? What is that mean?” She asked and approach the wall. I walk off to the bathroom and wash my hand.
“someone just wrote his name on that wall” I said from bathroom
“is he that ‘Z’?”
“yeah!” I answered and I lay in my bed. Jane laid beside me and turn her head to face me.
“you like that guy?” she asked me with a serious look
“I – I don’t know” I said but not looking her in the eyes.
“are you still in love with Ewan, huh?” she shoot me with this question which it’s a sensitive question for me. I turned my head and now look her in the eyes.
“not anymore, but I can’t pretend that I can’t forget him easily. We’ve been together quite long and suddenly we splitted up for only God knows what the reason is” I explained her. Ewan is my ex from high school. We used to be together around 2 years and we splitted up almost a year ago when I moved to England. I move on already, but sometimes I remember him, well maybe I haven’t 100% move on. We still keep in touch, eventough not everyday but we still be good friend. He lived in Sydney now, which means there’s a timezone between us, but we splitted up not just because the distance I thought, there’s something else, something wrong between me and him but I never get the right answer of it.
“but I think you’ve move on already, I can see it in your eyes” Jean said still with seriousness on her cute face. “I saw that you’re face always lift up and your smile get wide when you texted with this ‘Z’ guy, this is a good sign” she added. I shut my eyes and thinking of what Jane has said. She’s right, I’m happy if I keep in touch with Zayn or he’s around me. There’s something on him that make me so comfort and I can be myself completely. I mean, I just know him less than a month but we’ve been this close. But I still hesitated of what I feel for Zayn.
“you’re right Jane!” I opened my eyes and sigh. “this guy is special, but I’m not sure of what I feel for him”
“you just need more time. Let it flow, someday you’ll find the answer of your heart” she said with a sweet smile. “I’m going to sleep now, so exhausted!” she said and she went off to deep of her dream.
I do love this girl. She annoys me sometimes, she acted like 7 years old kid, she’s messing up with my room but when I had problems her advices are very wise and get me better.
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Jane drove me to London, she’s talking about One Direction all the way. She’s very excited to talk about them. I just don’t feel right not telling her about Zayn and me. I still keep it quite. I think nobody knows about us, not yet. I really want to tell her about it, but there’s something that make me still keep it quite. I don’t know.
“we need to stop here for a while!” Jane said and park her car in front of a music store
“for what?”
“I have to get One Direction’s first album which is out today!” she said, very excited
“really?” I asked. Eventho Zayn and I quite close right now, but we didn’t talk too much about his fame or something like that.
“yeah. And I have to get one of the 100 CDs that there’s their autographs on it” she said and turn off the car’s key. She grab her purse. I gulped of her last statement. I actually could get her their autographs easily, Zayns especially. But I don’t want to talk bout Zayn and I to her right now, I’ll tell her someday.
“do you want to go inside?” Jane asked and opened the car’s door. I shook my head
“I’ll be waiting here” She nodded and go inside to the store. I grab my phone and text to Zayn
To : Z
Just have heard that your album is coming out today! Congrats! :) x
My phone’s vibrated. He replied it so quickly and I just wondering that he’s just chillin now.
From : Z
Yeah. Thank you babe! Where are you now? Can’t wait to meet you! ;) xx
I blushed. Please stop doing this to me Zayn. I don’t want to fly so high, it just scares me when aku terjatuh dan tak bisa bangkit lagi. Kemudian gue mendadak jadi butiran debu.
To : Z
I’m on my way to London now. Catch you soon! :) x
From : Z
Text me when you’ve arrived! ;) xx
To : Z
Yes sir! :) x
From : Z
Oh I almost forgot! We have a mini gig tonight. I really wish that you’ll coming around!
What? is that an invitation? What should I say to Jane. We’ve already have a plan tonight.
To : Z
Sorry Zayn, but I’m not sure bout that. I already have a plan with Jane, my cousin tonight :(
From : Z
Take her with you then! ;) xx
My eyes opened wide of what he just said. He asked me to take her with me. I haven’t even tell her about Zayn and me. I don’t know of what I have to start from. I bet she’ll get overshock if I tell her about Zayn.
To : Z
Hmm ... fine! :)
-- to be continue --
sorry if I made mistakes and I know this chapter is a bit mess. So, sorry! :D
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Athe
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