Wednesday, 25 July 2012

ZLS Chapter 9 -- Drumming Love


     We just finished our dinner, we didn’t talk too much when we’re really enjoying the food which was really nice. I don’t know where did Zayn found out a restaurant like this. It’s not to huge but not too small either, it’s really nice place.

“sooo, I’m the winner, huh?” he opened the conversation. As he put down his fork.
“how could you said that? How did we know who the winner is?”
“well, you look so beautiful tonight” he look me in the eyes and smiling. I’m melting.
“it’s only from your judgement. It’s not fair!”
you don’t know, ow ow ... you don’t know you’re beautiful!” he sang and smiling. I chuckled.
that’s what makes you beautiful .... “ I continue and we’re laughing.

“yes you are!” he said and smirk . “well, I’m the winner, so you have to do what I asked to you”
“what do you want?” I rolled my eyes and sighed
“I’ll take you to someplace right now”
“you did”
“not here! I’ll take you to someplace that I wished you never have been there before!”
“where is that?”
“that’s a secret, you’ll find out soon!” he show me his cheeky smile.
“okay. But I just wanna let you know that I hate secret!” I said to him, and he’s chuckling
“I bet you gotta love this one!”

     We leaved the restaurant and off to the “secret place” and it only took about 15 minutes from the restaurant. Zayn was right, I never been this before. It’s like a small hill or I don’t know what it called. The car was parked in the down hill, so we have to walk to reach the top. It seems not to far to reach the top, but my heels is killed me.

“Zayn, is it okay if I take my heels off?” I asked to him who walks next to me. He look at me with a confused look.
“yeah, but why?”
“it’s killed me slowly” I groan and take off my heels. Zayn’s helping me and he hold my heels in his right hand and his left hand, hold my hand. Sepatu gue dibawain Zayn Malik loh! ;D
“thanks!” I thank him and smiling, he just give a cute smile. We continue walking, hand in hand.

     We reach the top of the mini hill and I stunned by the amusement in front of me at this time. This place is so amazing. I never know that there is a place like this in London. We can see the whole city from the up here, including the London Eye and the famous London Bridge. I’m so speechless, it’s so incredible. This is like a small hill with a very large pasture on the ground and there’s a small lake in the middle. It’s suchaaaa really good place. I’m shiver cause this amusement and it’s quite cold up here. Zayn realised my gesture and he wrapped his jacket on my shoulder and smiling.

“thank you” I thank him once again and he just smile.
“have you ever been here before?” he asked and face me. I shooked my head. “so this is the first time right?” he added
“yeah and this place is so amazing. Thank you so much for take me here!” I said
“all pleasure is mine”
“how did you find out a beautiful place like this?”
“my mum” he answered. “and honestly, it’s also my first time came over here!” I shocked
“really?” I look him in the eyes. Not believing of what he just said. He just nodded and smiled.
“and I love the fact that the first time I came here with my special person “ he added and look at the deep of  my eyes. I get shocked once again.
“wh – whaat?” I asked, reassure of what he said
“I’m coming here with my special person and that’s you!” he pinched my nose slowly and chuckled
“really?” I asked him and raising my eyebrow. “how can I believe of what you said? I need a prove!” I added and chuckled.

His face turn to serious. Oh My God, did I said something wrong? I didn’t meant  to not believe him, I’m just joking.

“hmm ... Vanessa Aulia Preston ... ” he grabbed my hands, looking me in the deep eyes  and cleared his throat. “We’ve been closer each day and I really love being around you, I love to talking to you,  I love to spent a day and my whole day with you, I love to have a cute little fight with you, I love to teasing you and ....  I love you Nessa!” He said and made my mouth drop. I’m trying to stay as calm as I could, I still can’t believe of what I just heard.  “Can we spend many more days together?” he asked me but I say nothing. I don’t know what I have to say, he just made me even speechless. “Would you be my girl?”

DAAANG! He finished his sentences, still looking me in the eyes. I never take my eyes off his and so he does.  He holds my hand tighter and waiting for my response. I do love him too, I really love my time that I spent with him. I really I love being around him and of course I really wanna have more time to spend with him. But there’s something that bothering my mind right now.  I always remember of what my parents has told me before I came to London. My dad said ‘no sex’. Don't get me wrong, it doesn’t mean I really want to have sex with my boy or something. It’s England, not Indonesia and I know it. Bagi kebanyakan orang disini, have sex before marriage is legal, but not in Indonesia, dan gue terbawa dengan kebiasaan itu belum lagi dalam agama itu dilarang. But I do realize if I’m dating someone from here, that guy will always expect to do that and I won’t, I always keep it in my heart. I believe what I belong.

“errmmm .... “ I'm trying to speak, Zayn still look in the deep of my eyes, waiting for my response patiently. “honestly ... I love being around you as well and I really want to have many more days with you .. “ I said and his face lit up. “but .....”
“but what?” his face is get down. I bit my lip, letting my brain to produce the right sentences.
“hmmm ... I have something to asked you first” I said, nervously
“go ahead!” he said, still holding my hands
“hmm ... are you still want to asked me to be your girl, if I --- “ I bit my lip and Zayn leaning down, raising his eyebrow, waiting me to continue my sentence. “if I don’t wanna have sex until I get married?”

He bursted of laugh, I gasped of his reaction. I hit his chest but he still laughing and now he’s trying to hold his laughter.

“what are you laughing for?” I asked
“what kind of question was that?” he chuckled. “why you’re so funny?!” he still hold his laugh. I bit my lips, say nothing. His face turn to serious again.

“what makes you asked me something like that?” he asked me with a serious tone.
“hmm ... I just have a theory that every guy always have an expectation to have sex with someone who they’re dating”
“not every guy has the same thought about that”. He said, looks more serious. “Listen .. “ He cupped my face and look me in the deepest of the eyes. “I love you for who you are. I never expecting something, I just want to be able to call you mine, there’s nothing else. And the matter is I love you”

I melt immediately of what he just said to me. It’s too much that I ever expected before. I gulped and he look at me patiently, waiting for my response.

“soooo ..... ?” he asked, raising his eyebrow and still cupping my face. I nodded as the answer.
“is that a yes?” he asked, looks confusing.
“how can I say no to the guy who I love and love me back” I give a smile and his face lit up. 

     He hugged me tight. I really have this joy, I’m feeling so right. No words can’t describe what I feel right now. He’s leaning down and placing his lip on mine. It’s our first kiss and now we’re officially dating and I’m truly happy to be in this moment, it just so perfect.


[ Zayn POV ]

     I really really happy right now. I don’t know what I have to say about what I feel now, no words can decribe it. I really happy to be able to call her mine, I love to talk to her or being around her ‘cause she never treat me like the heartthrob, celebrity or what else they called. She just treat me like a normal person, she sees me  as Zayn, not Zayn Malik from One Direction and honestly that’s one of the things that I’m looking for a girl right now. And I finally found what I’ve been looking for, she’s so perfect in every single her way, without even trying to be to.

“so are you going to Oxford tomorrow?” I asked her as we reached at her grandad’s house
“yeah” she nodded
“we’re just officially and now we have to far apart?” I asked with a baby’s tone. She’s giggling
“unfortunately” she said and smile. “London and Oxford isn’t that far, so it’s not a big problem I think”
“yeah, but unfortunately maybe I’m going to have  loads of works and have a less time to see you!”
“we’ve been through this situation for about a couple of weeks and I believe that we can through all of the kind of situations, just keep faithful each other ” she said and give me a sweet smile. I love this girl very much. Sometimes she acts like a child, messing around, talk about random stuffs but actually  she’s so mature from the way she’s thinking of.
“you’re mine and I’m yours. I don’t want to share or to be shared” I said and I see her face, blushing.
“promise!” she said and smiling.
“go inside and sleep tight” I said and kiss her on the cheek. She nodded.
“yeah, good night”
“good night babe”

She leave my car and go to the inside the house. I’m off to the lads’. I’m so exhausted but so very happy as well.

“Ooooh baby Zayn!!” Louis sang as I shut the door behind me. I just arrived at the lads’. They’re just chilling, except Niall. I bet he’s already fall asleep.
“your face is undescribable, whats goin on?” Liam asked and chewing a chip.
“hhmm ... I’m not single anymore!” I said happily
“ARE YOU TAKEN ALREADY?” Louis asked, so excited. I nodded. “WITH NESSA?” I nodded again. “CONGRATULATION MAN! She’s so adorable, I fancy her as well by the way!” he added and I just chuckled.
“unfortunately, she’s mine and you already have Eleanor” I said
“We have to celebrate it! Lets go partaaay!!!” Harry said cheefully
“not now man! I’m so exhausted!” I said and pick my phone, loggin to Twitter.

I’m so happy today! ;) Xx

I tweeted, I’m checking my mentions and as usual loads of new mentions coming up, but there’s one mention that get my attention.

@nessapreston : @zaynmalik me too! :) xx

My smile gets wide. Nessa and I have followed each others but we haven’t mention each others. She said that she’s not ready to get loads of attention by the fans or paps, and I really didn’t mind about that, it’s just about the time. I didn’t reply her mention, but I text her as a reply.

To : Nessa x
I’m happy even more. I love you J xxx

My phone vibrated

From : Nessa x
I love you too. Have a nice sleep! Xx

To : Nessa x
I will ;) Xx


-- to be continue --
sorry if I made mistakes
leave a comment please :) 


PS : I'm not good at making sweet words :D


with love,
Athe
xx


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